going back home soon
yeah!
I am so happy!
really
today suddenly receive calls from sharon
telling me that no need work for tomorrow
because carrefour out of stocks!
yeah!
but I lost the train tickets.
lost the RM25
so sad...=(
I have realized a long time ago,
that I always have quarrel with money...
quarrel..><
money always make me upset
because of lack of money
and always lost money due to sudden condition.
I guess I have already waste hundreds of money le
but also useless to upset it
because since that it is unavoidable...
just let it be
I am looking for part time now also
but not sampling anymore
I dun want to be sampling promoter again
hate it ady...
now,
waiting times to come!
HOME SWEET HOME =)

Watch a video of Sharing



Means a lot to me


I always need people to motivate me


But I am not self-motivated


I am a negative thinking


Always


I knew thanksgiving since very long time ago


But I just ignored it in my life


Now


After watch that short video


Realized actually I am a very lucky person


God has always take care of me


I have my sweet parents,


My saying me boyfriend, Ken


Not many friends


But true-heart friends I have


Shirlin, shu jiun, eyin, denden, xuan, nicole , yan and lao ge(kai jun), hsia, vickey…


I love u all so much!


Just remember that recently a lot of teenagers suicide because of little problem happens


They are silly!


Self-fish


Not even think of their beloved when they made this foolish decision!


Just because of break up with their gf or bf


Then the suicide comes to mind


OMG!


What are the thoughts of the teenagers today?


Education is lost their role


The teachers nowadays are low quality


I doubt about their moral attitudes


I love my life


Even I think my life is more suffer than others


In fact not


Ya…


I must be thankful to all I owned


But not always complaint


And admire what others people have but not mine


I have to work hard to achieve it


Ya…


I should always remember be honest


There is not short cut to come to success


Ya…


Although I am poor


But I have a perfect family^^


That’s enough for me


Ya…


That is the happiest things that I ever have


So


APPRECIATE!


And also,


Enjoy every moment that you live on this planet


Because you don’t know what happens next second


It is horror


But It is real

2011 is near around the corner

I have a few new targets 

hope can come true in this new year

I will work hard to achieve it

1. roadshow girl(not expose much of body side de ^^)

2. wish can have my own album =)

3. save money RM1000 (enough le)

4. work part time in an accounting firm

5. maintain resutls at 3.5

6. learn make up and be professional ^^

I thinks that all for me 

I will always remember myself that what should I do in this new year

I want to live for myself

not for any people

no one can manipulate me

and my life

also, 

be remember that always persist on myself 

on my dream

karyou karyou^^

yeah!

really hope the real door is opened for me 

yeah!

I open it with my own hardwork and key^^

that fei ken is watching me><

suddenly felt that I am pity lonely dude

this holiday seems boring

as I grow older

I feel tat I am not I

I am another girl ady

I dunno y I have this thinking

just feel that I am pity

haha

I want to be a roadshow girl

hopefully next year I can find some jobs related

I dun wan to be a sampling promoter again le!

hard!

suffer!

pay less!

urge ppl also!

hate it ady

I am exhausted of my life

I hate UM

I scare UM

I hav no idea of UM

I dunno what I want to be...

negative thinking now

will be stand up again so fast

dun worry

sleepless night

now a bit tired

my eyes

later have to rest a while

today sure have a tired day

later have to go for work

hope locksmith can come today

so that i can get into my room today

I love SHE

listening their songs 

made me remember the college life

quite miss that moments

when I, See Sean and Ida 

during the exam revision week

we always go to mamak stall to eat supper

and study together

although i hate hostel life

but I miss that moments with them

I seems not care at my face

but actually I do

I do appreciate them a lot

now ady loss contact with them le

jus realize that 

I just hang out with them 1 time only

and that time is we just moved to UM

we go to mid valley

hehe

it is tough to get a know you fren here

but I believe if u open ur heart to them

they will open heart to u too

but I just lazy

ady lazy to open heart to anybody else

=(

'

i am so boring
boring at hostel alone
so quite
watching my gossip girls
also bored.
because their love are so complicated
until I also hate it...
a little bit
but have to continue it
until finish
coz I wish to know the endings
boring boring boring
who can save me out of this boring world
my holiday seems that nothing special happen
every holiday that I passed
also same bored as now
no trip
no money
alone
wish to get back home
but cannot
what can I do?
continue mouldy
accounting camp
now is almost ok
after discussing with members
relieve a bit
later still hav to go out to meet ah yap
and discuss with him
hope all the best to all of us!

finally,
the second year sem 1 is finished!
officially closed!
actually I should be happy
but i didnt...
I didnt as happy as I thought...
just feel relieve...
a lot of stuff waiting me
Accounting Camp
Part Time Job
now,
I have to focus on my camp
our camp!
seriously,
I love camp!
even have to stress and tension because of it
I still love it...
dunno y....
there is something that I couldnt speak out through words...
erm erm~
but seriously,
I do hope that It faster pass...
haha,
so that I can feel a big big relieve!
and can work part time lo~~~
I wan earn money and get myself a trip~
a trip overseas!
wow~~
hope it wont too much...
not over...
as least I could earn money myself
I think that wouldnt become a dream only
I will be real
in next year
yeah
I plan to go taiwan next year
do hope this plan works
holiday now
and I am crazy for gossip girls
haha
not bad too~
wait this weekends come
my third part time promoter life begins
and last for 4 days
then I just wait the agent bank in to me
in 2 months time
I do believe this time
I will get the money as promised
because we have contract both in each other
this time,
the t shirt looks nicer than last time lipton
XD
haha
Wee Kel Li
no matter how tough ur life,
u have to enjoy every moment u live
because we have to live up our life
and not just waiting time to pass
hmmmm
yaya
enjoy even though I just sitting in front of laptop
that also kinda interesting
some kind of feeling
sentimental liao...

few days din write blog
hehe,
coz I am went back to my lovely hometown
wow
this weekends spent 2 nights with my dear old old frens
so so so happy
although the second day we din sing k...
but really feel happy
I love them all!
is my pleasure to have them all to become part of my life!
now I am waiting our christmas time
yeah!
CLUBBING at kl
this is the first time for me liao~
yeah!
I have my first time again!
wow!!!!
hope 24 dec faster come!
I cant even wait for it liao~~~
erm erm~~~
some good news to share with
I have get a part time job
promoter~
hope this time I wont be cheated...
erm erm
I will more careful..
but I did some mistakes...
erm now realize have to settle
if not
I will dunno what may happen next....
be careful in this dangerous city...
dear dear(Ken)
I love u too much!
thanks for always with me
even though u are not gentleman!!
wahaha!

finally I left one subject to sit only
finally
it is really finally
I have waited this moment so long
but it seems that I am not really happy
because
there is a because
my result this sem will be bad
if I will never know the result
that will be fine!
just imagine when I receive the UM envelope
haha
I am hesitate to open it
but my dad will stand behind me
and see me open slowly...
wow
if he knows the result with me
I will be die...
I guess this year result will be around 3..............
just 3.................
haiz...................
dun think about it le...
coz it is a fact already
just hope that God will bless me...
hope it wont too bad....
hope I still have a 3.4
haha,
hope I am not too over... with my request...
dunno le..
dun think dun think
now think of going back
going back my sweet sweet hometown
hehe
and also
look forward to monday interview
hope that My Interview Performance will be better
and deserved a high pay job!
haha!
I want save money
save a lot of money from now on
coz UK
GISELLE
waiting me!
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