新年要到了～

还有一个星期而已

好快哦～

一年又过去了

新的一年又到来了

成长了

责任也重大了

再也不像以前那个黄毛小瓜东奔西跑了

觉得新年没什么特别的了

但是

还是很高兴看到好久不见的亲戚朋友

和大家一起吃团圆饭

捞生

还是很期待的～

希望今年是个快乐年！

今年21.

如果可以调转就好了-12

哈哈～～

好想洒脱……

丢下一切，

拿起背包去“背包旅行”

很憧憬……

一个人到处旅行，

好爽！

但是，

现在治安不好

是谁发明钱的？

无聊

害到我们这些穷人一直在追逐金钱

没有钱，

很多事都不能做

所以，

我好像成了拜金女郎……

好想抛开身边的一切，

奔向没有人认识我的地方

带买雪琳，淑君……

哈哈～～～

明天就要回家啦

哈哈～

等了这天好久哦

如果现在是星期四晚上就好了

可惜，

现在是凌晨12.44am

星期四刚刚到来

看着流星花园1

很好看

虽然看过了

但是

还是很喜欢

记得，

它是我第一部追看到很沉迷的台湾偶像剧

那时我才中一吧

家里还没有买dvd机

就骑脚车去表姐，朋友家看～

疯狂到连午餐都随便解决。

黑酱油配白饭而已

怀念

怀念

我好喜欢我的童年，还有中学时代

都是那么的值得

流星花园的故事，

我好喜欢

那是一个遥不可及的梦

所以才会那么喜欢～

得不到的东西

永远都是那么的美好（在表面上看来）

那么的神秘

那么的令人想去揭开它

暧昧的时候，

是最完美的。

一切都充满神秘感。

而且，

又抓摸不定对方的心情。

哈哈～

我已经和这个时候脱离好久了，

两年了吧～

今天和雪琳去了SHOPPING一整天

很开心，

看见她，

真的发自内心的喜悦，

还有感动。

喜悦，

是因为我看见了她，

和她一起做我们好久都没有做的事，

三年了。

识别三年了，

记得以前17岁时，

我们一起来到KL打工，

出的第一份量，

我们就是一起来到times square逛街。

很怀念。

感动，

是因为我们真的是很好很好的朋友，

可以说是姐妹。

从6年级开始认识，

到变成最要好的朋友，

已经有9年了。

好快，

时间过得真的好快。

我觉得自己真的很庆幸，

因为遇到的朋友都很好，很棒！

雪琳，

刚刚和你道别的时候，

其实有种想哭的冲动，

哈哈，

我好想跟你回家哦～

很不舍得……

看着你的背影离去……

期待我们在冷甲见面哦。

很期待很期待！

看见你，

感觉很棒！

无所不聊～

最喜欢那种感觉～

刚刚你不见了钱包……

好像被我的乌鸦嘴说中了==

很抱歉……

下次给你一个万字，

你应该会中。

好啦～

期待和你的相遇～

在老地方，

老家乡，

那个把我们联系在一起的地方。

期待，

只能说一句，

期待^^

刚刚突然收到阿爸的电话，

说小叔进院了……

希望他身体健康，

赶快好起来……

家人也要坚持，

但愿一切都会好起来……

健康，

真的是最重要的财富。

爱对了人

每天都是情人节

爱错了人

就算情人节也是悲伤的

我找到了我的真命天子

虽然不懂他是不是

但是

我只知道

珍惜当下很重要

他真的是一个很棒的男生！

虽然打从一开始

我就不欣赏你

哈哈

但是，

现在

你在我心目中真的是很棒的男生

新年mood now

一直狂听新年歌

然后

再回想以前的新年

再想想今年的新年会过得怎样呢

哈哈

期待的

今晚要去打工

薪金还不错的

四个小时100

本来要去琳家过夜的

结果泡汤了

但是明天还是会去shopping

期待期待

好久没看到她了

哈哈，

还是期待～

下个星期就回家了

回家过年了

好开心

野～～～

今年的新年，

要开开心心的过哦

多希望时间能停留在我

17,18岁的时候

这时候，

是我最开心的时候

很怀念……

一大班朋友

疯疯癫癫

虽然单身，

但是一种幸福

虽然那时候我好想谈恋爱

还有，

NS,MATRIC

遇到的朋友都一级棒！

烦恼也不多

不像现在

都不知自己怎么了

学人搞EMO!

有时候，

心情不好的时候

觉得很孤单的时候

和他闹别扭的时候

我都很想说那句话

那句很幼稚的话

我也不懂是不是真实想说的那句话

说了可能会改变一切的话

我，

很无聊

算了

别想太多

根本没有这回事

 

今晚很开心

和家媚，jenny，zhan ming, yin yee一起去了Midvalley

一起疯狂了6个小时

好好好开心

好好好癫

我好久都没有那么开心了

那么放肆了

做回我自己，

好开心

我们做了很多很幼稚的东西

东拍戏拍

走走看看

还在人家的店前做了模特儿

吃吃笑笑

真的很开心

如果天天都可以这样

那该多好

有朋友真的很好

感觉很棒！

我最爱朋友

我可以没有爱情，

但是不能没有朋友

看了season of the witch

恩恩

还不赖的

一边钓鱼

一边看戏

哈哈

能有缘与你们成为朋友

我真的很幸运

因为

我有你们的真心

真诚的朋友很难得

尤其是在这个复杂的城市里

寂寞，孤单的人影

特别多

我，常常会是其中一个

但，

今晚，我不是！

最近，

自从acc camp过后

我发现自己比较会参人了

不像以前那么封闭自己

至少会比较主动

在你希望别人投一个眼光给你之前

你先要主动

这样才能换来友情

谢谢你们

我真的很感激上天

一路上陪我的朋友

我永远都会记得你们

因为有你们

我的人生才会特别精彩

特别有故事

结束了差不多6个月的筹备，

很舍不得

舍不得我所认识的一大班朋友

一班很爽的juniors

还有，当然

我最爱的CC

真的有很多回忆，

在我们之间

我已经放了好多感情下去添……

希望camp结束了，

但是我们之间的默契，友谊会一直延续

好爱你们！

真的好爱！

虽然有时我们之间有不合的意见

但是那只是for公事上

我还是好想和你们一起去唱k

去lepak lepak

还有我们的小云顶

一定要去哦

不知几时才有机会

但是我很期待

我相信ah ong也是

哈哈

rocky n km也是吧

总之，

我就是喜欢你们

XD

finish camp ady,

but I still late to sleep 

maybe not suit yet?

after camp characteristic?

dunno...

EMOING NOW

dunno y I am emo

I am an emo girl

always love to emo...

psycho girl

argh!

I would love to go on a trip

I am tired...

tired of a lot of things.

unreasonable.

miss Langkawi trip

miss u all, matric friends

the trip is fun or not,

depend on who u are going with

but not exactly is how the destination attractive and fun!

in my opinion la...

I miss u all, seriously...

everything cannot reverse back..

time jus move forward

left there is just the memory in ur brain

whether u can remember till u die or 

some day u ady forget about it

this saturday I am going to shirlin place

I am waiting!

ady long time din stick with her ady

I also so so so miss the moments of just of we both

no others with us!

sharing session haha

shopping together

sleep together

laughing together

eating together

all together

have best friends really feel so good

friends are the most important assets in my life other than my family

appreciate and be frankly to ur friends that love u

dun always neglect them

thanks to God!

I have find them!

when u hear to the sad songs,

u feel sad

same as me here now

I dunno what happen to me

just feel lonely and something that inside my heart that I dunno how to describe

just feel that everythings seem had change

even myself also

is I grow more mature?

I dunno

I really dunno

who can tell me?

acc camp 2011 siap! 

suddenly feel that it passed so fast

feel unseparate...

feel like I hope to be there again..

haha.. 

I got this feeling leh..

although it is hard,

But I love it..

I manage it with stress, enthusiasicm, and blur

I love My CCs and OCs

ong, rocky and kamei.

it is good to know u all better =)

esp Ong,

I suddenly feel like in love with u..

haha

I got a lot of memorable things with u

we go pick up sticks together

we go to dig the hole for tree planting( raining cats and dogs)

we talk frankly together =)

I felt that I take u as a good friend ady,

hehe

seriously yup^^

in this camp,

I found out a lot of my ineffiency and inefficient in management

I am blur enough..

no others can blurer than me ady...

sorry to those I make u all disappointed...

glad that I have knew a lot of OCs =)

waiting our celebration to come!

tired so tired..

dear said I am old ady><

have to charge battery for myself le

karyou karyou

waiting CNY to come!

happy and look forward to it =)

还有两天，
acc camp 就到来了
好快哦
5个月的筹备
就要派上场了
期待，
也有点害怕
害怕我自己
总觉得
今年，
好像没有带给oc们特别的回忆
希望剩下的日子里
还有机会
做好本分
我真的不是一个很优秀的director
但是，
for myself,
我是觉得自己有进步了一点点

希望还是一个很好的回忆
给我们大家

真的很希望·


很久都好像没有和尧联络了

好想他

好想好想

tonight rehearsal for accounting camp opening ceremony.

erm erm,

the performance is quite good la,

in my opinion

just need more spirit~

every year also need to add spirit de~~~

this year OCs quite good and responsible

nice person too

I am getting more nicer with them!

haha

quite happy too to know them

my Acc camp OCs!

I am glad to have you all to join us!

hope next year you all can organize more creative and fun activities for us!

waiting all of ur glows to spread!

although happy,

but also stress de~

as camp is come nearer

I have to always alert myself

as I am always blur blur

during opening ceremony,

I need to be alert 

during giving souvenier

I should remain on stage

and always welcome the VIPs by hand when they are coming out to stage

besides,

tomorrow remember call Mr. Hairi to confirm the materials

and toilet( today cannot hear what he is talking ==)

and also, 

campfire!

WEE KEL LI

SHOW UR POWER!

hahahahahahahahaha

yeah!

finally the moments that I had waited so long is left 4 days!

gambateh all CCs and OCs!

good luck to all of us!

hope sunny days throughout our camp!!!

这个夜晚

和study week时很相似

睡不着

压力吧

快吧，赶快过吧

这个礼拜快快过去！

尧也很忙

忙着读书

我都没什么和他联络

闷得发慌

好想去找雪琳……

特别想念雪琳和淑君……

stress=sleepless

好想猪尧……

虽然才一个星期没有见面

但是我好想他

还有三个星期

我才可以看到他

很想念上次和他走路去utar宿舍的时候

他这个猪

为了和我赌气

结果走了好远好远的一段路

我就跟在他后面

也和他走了一样远的路

哈哈

我们这两个笨蛋！

还有啊～

他做我的摄影师

录影师^^

没有压力的生活真的很棒！

和他在一起的时候

真的很开心

至少没有烦恼

就算没有事情做，

无所事事

但是只要和他在一起

就会很开心

很喜欢和他一起去Just to eat买RM1的面包

那时promotion

还有，

他下厨煮给我吃的炒饭

很好吃

真的是少有的男人了^^

会下厨，

又会打扫家里

又听话

又勤劳读书

猪尧猪尧

真的好棒！

我也要和你一样棒！

^^

so bored!

lazy to think that  I still left what not yet do?

just feel lazy and stunt in front of the laptop

hope Camp 2011 will run fluently for everything

hope sunny days throughout 3 days

the participants come back safely

they enjoy our camp

and all oc as well =)

dunno what want to say

just feel stress ba

inside the heart

ya..

now shirlin in the train

go back from tapah road to kl sentral

I miss her so much!

long time I din chit chat with her ady

waiting 21 jan 2011 to come!

I go to her hostel and stay with her for 2 days ^^

hope the plan just move on

suddenly,

I miss the chinese new year of 2009

because that CNY tie me up with Ken

haha

feel memorable

feel suprise

wonderful

and unexpected!

seriously

and the past past new years

crazy moments with 6 flowers and 183 clubs!

when grow older,

the stress become more and more

and a lot of things dont dare to do le

just enjoy every moment that I still alive on the earth ba!

can breath can listen music can sing 

also a memorable things in your life =)

good luck Ken

for ur final!!

wonder U have come to read my blog or not

today so tired

go shopping whole day

a lot of gains!

so, without my conscious

I had spent RM200!

over budget ady...

but it really worth

as I have bought 3 t shirts

1 short pants and 1 skinny jeans

1 full dress

1 singlet and 1 shirts

spend money is the best time

hehe,

happy~

but earn money is difficult

have to save money also..

yaya~

next week is camp lo!

yeah!

finally it comes soon!

I am afraid also.

but I am waiting it also.

yeah!

after camp~

I am free!

wan to chase my next target 

achieve in this 2011

gambateh!

new year is around the corner

hope to have some crazy moments with my dear kampung friends

miss that moments almost kena tangkap by cops

and drive motors to Teluk Intan in the 2am

and also,

some crazy crazy games that we had played before

I guess u all still remember..

hehe

ah dai and shirlin.. ..

haha~~~

anyway~

hope to see u all soon!

today also busy for a whole day

8 hours lectures and 4 hours more meeting

full life

I am not a good leader

I admit

ya...

sorry for those that I have speak harsh to u...

I am not understanding enough

please forgive my too worryness and nervous.

I may not help enough to solve your problem.

so sorry about that.

I will learn.

I am self-fish also.

I dun like to mix people.

dunno why..

I felt that true friends is little, but is enough for me.

is this everyone different?

so I no admire others.

but sometimes also feel lonely

as when problem comes,

I just pick up a call to bf

or just write diary here

or just simplify speak to ka mei and jenny

I have felt that also,

I am not a welcome people among friends la

but at least okok ba...

hope so...

at least I am a frank people behind of other people.. hehe

like somebody somebody~

blek...

dun bullshit here liao.

today almost quarrel with ah yap liao.

I know he is already worry and almost down le.

after knew that.

so sorry, ah yap.

I am not understanding enough,

and cannot help much.

luckily have supervisors help to solve the problems.

TQ so much my supervisors! ^^

ah yap's burden is lighten~

I have to control myself...

try not to harsh people...

weekelli!

CONTROL YOURSELF TEMPER!!!!