DADDY

I take an emergency leave to go my hometown once I received call.

My daddy's willpower is very strong.

But we don't want him to continue suffering anymore.

He already have a hard life,

hope he can find his own happy way after human life.

Hope he will be happy in heaven and know many friends there.

Dad, no worries to me and mum.

We will be very good and will take care of ourselves.

You are always in our heart.

If I wish to talk to you,

I will look at the sky and talk to you.

You will be our angel forever.

And I am so lucky to have you as my dearest daddy. 

Hope afterlife we will be as a father and daughter again.

I LOVE YOU LIKE YOU LOVE ME MUCH.

矛盾

每次UPDATE我的部落格时，

都会察觉，

哇！不知不觉几个月又已经过去了！

岁月不留人。

今天，刚从我的家乡回到新加坡。

其实，每次回来，

我都感觉好像逼自己绑着一条铁链，被拖着回来。

其实，我不想回来的。

哈哈。

唯有期待8月的到来。

这次回去，

这几天，爸爸的身体突然每况愈下。

他以前还有力气站起来，

我的妈妈和auntie还扶得起他。

现在，他完全都没有力气了。

看在眼里，却无能为力。

这种感觉好难受。

我的爸爸辛苦，我的妈妈更辛苦。

因为我离开家里，只剩下她一个人要照顾我爸。

他最近也没有胃口，一直呕吐。

如果可以让他好好，安详的去天堂，

那该都好，

至少他不用在这里受苦。

想想，我爸躺在床上不会走路的日子，

不知不觉已经有3年了。

但是，另一方面，

我又不舍得他。

但我更不希望我们必须将他送去安老院。

上天，请保佑我的爸爸和妈妈。

December 2013, End of 23, Beginning of 24

Sooner I am 24 years old ad.
2013 is a great year indeed.
I can't remember what glories I have achieved other than becoming a cabin crew at Silkair.
And, I have successfully finished my Bachelor in Accountancy.
These are the two glories I am proud of :P

I am proud of myself now.
Because I can earn money to survive, and also give money to my parents.
I will save more and save more to achieve my dreams =)
Hopefully it will not too late to happen.

Singapore is a great place to earn and save money as compared to Malaysia.
Currency is higher, Safety is more assured,
cost of living is not as high as in Malaysia,
Transportation is super convenience...

Hope my friends will come to Singapore soon, so that we can meet more often.
I miss u all so much!
My kampung besties, My university besties, My Matric besties...

OK>>>>

what are those targets I wish to hit in 2014?

1. Pay back the PTPTN
2. Having $$ in my bank account
3. Bring my parents go travelling at least 1 country oversea
4. Charming and healthy
....


This is what I hope to achieve for now.

Gambateh Kelli Wee!